tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post9114887653051472957..comments2023-04-05T13:48:56.767+01:00Comments on Note to Self: shopping spreeViolethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09557787754804697317noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-57602625509364050292008-03-19T23:15:00.000+00:002008-03-19T23:15:00.000+00:00yeah.. that's it. you kind of float, but don't fee...yeah.. that's it. you kind of float, but don't feel safe. you expect to fall =) <BR/>I'm not floating very high though.<BR/>I'm happy. The sun makes me happy.Violethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09557787754804697317noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-44695620838652538882008-03-19T23:12:00.000+00:002008-03-19T23:12:00.000+00:00I know how you feel.That's how I feel after a shop...I know how you feel.<BR/>That's how I feel after a shopping-spree, there's a certain excitement and hype but then it depresses me because it's not what I'm about.Devil Moodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16083722657651175729noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-63480634399892231462008-03-19T23:08:00.000+00:002008-03-19T23:08:00.000+00:00This "buddy" from the Other Side was actually a so...This "buddy" from the Other Side was actually a sort of subpersonality of mine. One of the voices in me. And this voice was particularly displeased with my current life, and that was his critique, it would be superficial.<BR/>He wanted me to save the world or something similiar, so this life seemed pretty negative. And here I'm kind of defending the positive perspective but being aware that the american dream is an illusion to a big degree... especially for me, because i'm not materialisc. Cars don't make me happy. mansions don't either. So i don't want to loose track of myself along the way.Violethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09557787754804697317noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-46686821743873313492008-03-19T23:00:00.000+00:002008-03-19T23:00:00.000+00:00grown = groundgrown = groundViolethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09557787754804697317noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-10736517529396489252008-03-19T22:52:00.000+00:002008-03-19T22:52:00.000+00:00yeah... I kind of think it won't last forever, not...yeah... I kind of think it won't last forever, nothing ever does, right?<BR/>my familly suffers from catholic guilt, acute and chronic, so it's possible some rubbed off on me.<BR/>It's just it feels like loosing your grown a bit, what you're used to.Violethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09557787754804697317noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-49929866969726096682008-03-19T22:40:00.000+00:002008-03-19T22:40:00.000+00:00You look really different there. I usually call th...You look really different there. <BR/>I usually call that 'catholic guilt' - when things start going well I panic: what will come next? I bet it's bad...<BR/>it's ridiculous!Devil Moodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16083722657651175729noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21895342.post-27120632736017260112008-03-19T19:29:00.000+00:002008-03-19T19:29:00.000+00:00love the flash photo.All those pretty clothes are ...love the flash photo.<BR/>All those pretty clothes are so you.<BR/>Hug F.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com